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Friday, March 25, 2005

sian...sian...sian...
i notti girl...dun feel like studying...
But, juz gonna spend another 10mins? finish my blog den get back into books....=P

Dear ah, dear...
Actually bit angry with u, ( i know i shouldn't..)
u were not by my side when i needed you... i felt that i would always care abt u more, which sometimes make me feel that u are selfish...
Of course i wan u right by my side now, foolish dear! haiz... I'm soo sad, deprived for attention past few days, mei dun wan to talk, i cant talk to anyone else... Thus need ya attention right now!
But sometimes, dear dun get it....="
Dear,
As much as i wan to see u, i knoe u feel more comfortable at home, missed ya bed, etc...
As much as i scared of ya mum, i will go over and pretend to be alright, smiling to ya mum...Later, hiding in ya room, or feeling sad when she ignored me...
As much as i wan u think for me, i will always think for u first...
haiz....-_-*
Mei : She hoped that i stopped putting u before myself when she see me feeling sad...
But, i think this is me... hmmm...
haha... yah, stoopidie me.... Do things and sad later...***
Dear : I'm borned like that, no hard feelings plz...

Writing this cos i need to talk!!! Also, let u know how i feel... Sometimes, can put myself infront of ya? Hopw i'm not being very demanding...only -sometimes- is enough... =D

Depressed, sad....negative feelings and thoughts these days...
I needed a break, and i got too long a break now..
Shall stop writing now....

*jules love all* *jules misses meow* *muacks all!*





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