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Thursday, February 23, 2006

1055 Days!

I'm a stubborn freak!
I never want to give up half-way.
Once i put in effort, once i get started with something,
no matter wat grievences i go thru, back at my mind, i will still persever!

It never started nicely. ( As i've mentioned)
Now, i feel that he adores me. He will say how much he misses & loves me.
He sends me home now. Although i still go over.

I've learnt to be selfish. Calculative in giving...
I would ask myself :
Why should go such a long way to look for u ?
Why should i keep doing sweet stuff/ surprises for u?
Why should i keep doing salad, buy your fav food etc for u?

I STILL DOUBT YOUR LOVE!

Why do u say u misses/love me & expect me to go over & meet u?
Only telling me u are tired...Telling me u wishes to stay at home.

SAD... Do u love me as much as i do?
you made me feel selfish...





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